I feel uncomfortable to read all by myself. I mean I feel lazy. I can't understand anything because of the hard words in it. I can't get or understand the whole story if I don't understand some words. I am sometimes afraid that I have to look for the meaning of the word in the definition and keep on doing it every time. This happened because of a boy named Martin M. Johnny from Pitchanaadu next to Panangadu, Kulanada. He sexually and mentally abused me. I have to tell the first and last name of him because he was a very mean boy. One time he told me to run and he kicked me on my back. No other kid except him is like that. He is gay too. Anyway yea